Friday, February 27, 2004

Cheer Bear
You're the Care Bear cheerleader! Your spunky personality and optimisim lifts everyone's spirit. Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends. Despite this, you are a true believer in working together.



I am cheer Bear.....gee, am I surprised? nope.....everyone always asks me how I can be smiling and happy thru all the shit happening ALL THE TIME in my life.....gotta laugh or ya cry.....

Monday, February 23, 2004

Well, it's me again. Loved whiz's post about the ........thong. lol got me a wonderin.....who models the underwear and gives it the size classification? prolly victoria secrets models....do they make size 0 underwear? inquiring minds.....hey whiz, do you know the answer to that one? lol

Well, 19 yo DD has started to date her xDF and her mutual friend. has gone from a boy (xDF 19) to a man 25 yr old. And what a wonderful man. He adores her and has for a few years. His family loves her, and he sings karoake with his twin brothers,,,,,he serenades her. awwwwww how sweet, saw it meself on fri nite. His family loves her....have I mentioned that? and so do I. she has accomplished more in her 19 years than many 3o yr olds I am sure. She is the most confident, smart, aware young woman (a Leo, can't ya tell?) She can make a friend anywhere and has many teachers (from grade school to college) who are her mentors and keep in touch. I could go on and on, but suffice it to say, I am one proud mama.

15 yo daughter...still having tummy troubles. seems better and worse. she told me she is getting upset with hearing us fight late at night and doesn't like to hear her dad cry. maybe if he grew up and didn't make the whole house involved it would be better.....geesh, need much much more counselling. why, why, why does EVERYTHING for men revolve around SEX????? damn.....getting it...not enough, not getting it....we are mean and don't love them...what about me, my stress levels and sanity? I have no, repeat NO libido.......stress will do that I am sure....as well as being pestered all ALL ALL ALL the time. I think we need a week alone to bring something back to us....I hope we can or it is over? too tired with the fighting and arguing....he wanted to drive himself into the lake last night....god, what to do....have counselling on friday....but will we be able to figure this out?
did you know that they don't have counselling like they used to? where you could go and spill your guts and work thru things? i am sure there is a conspiracy to make relationships a temporary thing too....

enough rambling...have been stitching just a little. too tiredd, stressed and frustrated....
worked on a mitten design by Cross eyed cricket, a small ornie, and fondling my stash....those posts on TWBB about organizing, storing, sorting and stash stuff was really eye opening.........going to fondle some stuffs....lololol